About everything. I feel scared and anxious, and I kind of don't know what to do with myself. I am also worried about my future, about what I'm actually doing anything with my life, what the fuck.

Let's take this a step at a time. I have divided it into different cuts so you can go to which ever part you desire.

( bandom and my insecurities/fears about it. rant. feel free to skip. )